MeganAkaEmo

I can never find the time rest my head and cry When every day I spend my time Wishing I would die So one cut follows another To relieve the pain Blood falls down and drops like rain The hatred from others Drives me crazy insane Graffitiing words of gibberish with lead Leaves me fallen on my bed As I looked in the mirror To find just as I had feared I'm lying there betrayed and scared Bloody and teared.

Inward  from the gates of hell, we all file in Shaking and shivering as our heads start to spin The grasp of our sins grab us death defyingly tight We fight for freedom but were all frozen with fright Soon we find fighting free is out of sight For hell unpleasantly burns, as it is fierce and dark The only light is the flames that spark The want for freedom, pushing us on edge This world is a hell Just kill yourself now, for you might as well Were all going to hell, after we die, it's guaranteed And Satan don't give a shit, if you have a need So push me off the ledge But first let me take, one last breath Now push me off the edg

You left me at home Stranded and alone With nothing But my lost hopes and dreams Now I'm hurting inside But I hold in my screams Because I long for your warm body Next to mine But I'm afraid we wont see each other For a really long time And I often wonder If ill see you again Even though I can't dwell on the past But You were my first love And I hope you are my last We were together Then we drifted apart All the time we spent together Was the best I ever had You're a really cool guy I think you're really rad Will there ever be just one more chance To refuse to pass up just one more dance And the time we spent with

How do you find love When all you see is hate You try to fit in But I'm an outcast In dumb-ass state You try your best To be loved by all But people stab you in the back And make they make you fall Understanding is what they lack But having friends Doesn't matter to me at all Because the only one that can make me laugh Is the one that made me fall

It hurts when I cut Deep within As the cuts fade to scars Among my cold, pale, skin I get judged day by day Because those scars are visible and real I ignore people who ask about them And say its no big deal I'm hurting my self And that's just not me I'm hurting deep inside And I wish you could just understand me Sorrow fills my head Thoughts that I was dead Emptiness inside of me Because I'm not who I want to be Why wont people stop judging me?

Your someone I will always remember..... with your unique personality and your passionate kiss and your sense of humor I definitly miss your one of the coolest people I ever met and your one of the few I'll never forget we always had fun when we were togather will we stay buds and be friends forever or one day just slip away and never see the light of day or see eachother again untill we meet in heaven and if your not there by judgement day I'll know you went the other way I'll give the angels back their wings and risk the loss of everything just to prove I really like you and I would go to HELL to be wit

As i lay on this bed of roses the door to my heart...slowly closes i can feel the pain of the sharp pointy thorns and i lay hear depressed as a new day mourns then i see your face among the sky i turn away and wonder why are you really there or am i high you apear again over there its like you came out of no where just go way let me cry its not much longer till i die then i grab my knife and take my life with my last gasping breath i say...i love you then im finally put to rest...in death

The truth is you can cut my throat and you can slit my wrists but with my last gasping breath I'd apolygize for bleeding on your shirt

As I gazed into the mirror I saw someone I thought I knew But what I expected to be my reflection My thoughts were deceived I saw you Are you my future You're sure in my past I'm yet to be over you Not knowing how long my feelings for you will last You're the only one that matters to me at all Because your the only one that can make me laugh But you're the one that made me fall

You made me laugh When you were around me Now I long for your company But loneliness surrounds me Will I ever get over you Now that you moved, away Or will I even see you Just one more day If there's a price I'd pay To see you again Because I can't wait anymore The stuff I'm going through Because I'm missing you Causing me so much pain Has driven me so very insane I can't take it anymore Let me take one last breath Then let me be put to rest In death… My suffering is over