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Fucked Up Relationship

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You left me then
Now you want me back
Not knowing my situation
I say yea sure
Forgetting that ill soon be screwed over.... AGAIN
Like you did before

So me and this signifigant other
Are now special friends...
Ya know, the kind with benifits
Then theres me with a boyfriend on the side
And im telling people on the street
And hotties whom i work with...
Im single
Bringing out my true playa inside
But reality is
Im livin a fake reality and i cannot hide

I feel bad for my guy
He thinks im so sweet and innocent
And for me if i left
A million tears he would cry
He trusts me completely
And believes me when i say
That i would never cheat on him
He loves me so deeply
So i ask myself.... why must i do this to him
Im not at all sure
And that part still makes me cry

Maybe its because i want more
Dumb bitches call me a whore
Iam, okay...I fuckin am
Just me label cuz im used to it
For all i care go slip in shit
And die like i know you will

Im not a wus
I admit shit unlike you
You label me a bad influence
But you dont know the shit i been through

Unloved
Heart broken to many times
Done illeagal shit
That would have me serve for many jail crimes
Cuz im thriving to be accepted
And to be loved by all
But if inside im lost and confused
It all makes me fall

But i get picked back up
Cuz everynight he tells me he loves me
And means it
But i guess real love just wasnt good enough
I still wanted more

Still broken inside from the one i wanted most
I finally got him
Now i dont want him
But being with him makes me feel good
Even tho i hurt my boyfriend
Who has no idea about things that he should

Im used to not be cared about
And i always feel broken inside
That i dont fuckin care
If i made a boy cry

Sorry...
No i fuckin aint
If i did something wrong
I did it for a reason
Not to turn around and apolygize to you selfish ass mother fuckers
When you treat me like shit
And exept respect in return

Fuck That

So im not the good girl everyone thinks i am
Im a crazy bitch that that is a bad influence
And dont give a fuck what yall think

You cheat in your relationships
And only care about yourself
For what you want
And you dont give a flyin fuck
About the ones you hurt
Cheating satisfies you
And being a flirt

But i got you for a while
(name censored), the hottest guy in the world
Your funny nice and have a great sense of style
But eventually all good must come to an end
Im just glad as of now i even met you
And have you as a friend
Um...What im going through right now....
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